mary susan hall

Just walked out of the provo temple. I did the work for my great great grandmother.  I felt like i was gong to passout the whole time. I prayed to make it through because if there was an emergency there wouldnt really be anyone in provo to call but him.

I could barely get through at the veil. 

I love this gospel and my savior.

I love my family.

And i want for all of us to be sealed together. 

I wasnt happy or smiling in there though. 

A gentleman chased me down as i walked out the door. He said, ' youre really quite captivating.'  I thanked him. He introduced himself.  He asked if he could perhaps take me out on a date. 

He asked if i was seeing anyone. 

I cant fathom the thought of being alone with anyone else. 

I told him, 'im sorry, i am seeing someone.' 

His reply: ' you really are quite captivating. I hope he knows that and appreciates you.' 

And i lost it. 

Now i sit in my car weeping.