typical.

i wish to create this blog so i can have a place to document my journey.

i wish to unload. and give my pain away. and be able to look back one day on my progress.

i wish to do this mostly for myself, but i am not shy about others reading about this life of mine.

i share in hopes of helping at least one other person be enlightened.

i dont have the energy today to write my whole story. maybe another day.

as i was just building this blog, one of the gadgets (the lil tabs on the right hand side of this blog) was some ads. within the top 30 "gadgets" available, a gadget for pornography was listed.

amazing.

right there.

so popular.

so easy.

tears well up and my heart burns.

and my heart is heavy.

today has been a rough day.

but i am glad to begin this blog so i can keep track of my inspirations on this road to recovery.

i wish to remain anonymous, not because I am ashamed or embarrassed of this trial in my life, but because i wish to not disclose my ex-husbands or boyfriend's identity.  

this blog is not a place for me to bash on my man or demean him.

i wish to be real and not hold back.  

i wish to disclose my good days and bad days.

i have been at this recovery for only 2 months now, and i have already learned so much.

this is a place for healing and growth.

a place where i can get my story out.


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