I HATE pornography and his lack of self control and his anger.
I hate it.
I dont want pornography in my life.

Tonight im a mess. I finally broke.
I was still kind and tried to keep control at least toward him.
But i just cant fight the anxious thoughts and the betrayal tonight.
Im going to pray and not let myself sit in it.

But i just needed someone to know,
I hate pornography.